Hello all,
It is a little after 1230am on November 16, 2006 – and in just a few hours it will be one year since the passing of Dad. Wow – one year.
Although that day, one year ago, and most of the week that followed was mostly a blur, I remember that phone call like it happened yesterday. Deep sleep and the phone rings. You’re warm in bed and the stupid phone is ringing – no idea what time it is and what the hell could they want. The answering machine picks up and they leave no message. Instantly the phone rings again – this time you are out of bed faster then the Road Runner in a Sunday Morning cartoon – and you get the news.
Since no one could change what happened nor do I have to except the belief that it was his time – I will honor his name today and forever:

Born April 7, 1946
Oldest Son of Three Boys
Vietnam Veteran
Married the Greatest Person
Raised Three Sons of His Own
Grandfather to Three
Lived Life to It’s Fullest
Died November 16, 2005
In between all those things, Dad was none stop – weight lifter, basketball player, Mr. Fit It, Mr. Break It, Mr. Invent It, wood choppin’, wood stackin’, wood burnin’ fool. I could go on – but the sentence would be four pages long and yes – I can not forget Mom. Thank You for everything – no matter how many times I said I hate you both, when I was much younger – you guys are the best parents in the world. I could only hope that I raise Emily half as well as you raised your three boys!!
So what happened this past year? Mac Brothers Racing – ran their asses off to get into Victory Lane. Kevin did take home three Heat Race wins and one Consti win. We could smell that Feather win but the winds were blowing in the wrong directions and we missed out on the feast. 
On Fathers Day Weekend – MBR sponsored a race called the Duct Tape 50. In honor of Dad – there were buttons, T-Shirts, money put up for each lap, lottery tickets handed out at the gate and much more. And the best part Mom Mac got to drive the pace car – Dad’s Green Cadillac. The only thing that Mom kept saying – “I want to go faster!” Racing is in her blood she just won’t admit to it.
I have heard a few stories of shadows or feeling of being watched when no one was around but our daughter Emily is either pulling our legs through the ringers or Dad is watching over her. She has said so many little and strange things to us and her school teachers - that it makes the hair on the back of my neck stand up when I think about it.
She has told us that her Pop Pop talks to her and rubs her back every night. Emily’s first Christmas in Hazleton (she is 7 months old) – it is kind of late, she is in her pajamas sitting on Pop Pop’s knee and Dad is lightly rubber her back. Every time he stops – she would slowly turn around and look at him with big eyes as if saying “Why are you stopping?”
A week ago at school – she drew a picture of me crying. The teacher asked why I was crying in the picture – “My daddy is crying because he misses my Pop Pop.”
Dad if you are watching over our little girl – Thank You – you are always welcomed in our home, our hearts and will always be in our thoughts. Just please don’t scare her – you will make Torie mad.
To this day she talks about Dad as if she just had a conversation with him the night before. Which she just might have!!
What will 2007 bring to the MBR family? For one – more great racing from the whole crew. Looks like Kevin and Jeff will be running the whole season. Marissa will start the season and go from there and Jason will run a few races with his new toy. And the Duct Tape 50 Race was a huge success that I am sure there will be a Duct II – in the works.
I believe – which could change at anytime – but I do believe that this will be the last enter into this page. In no way, shape or form am I saying that I am putting Dad on the back burner and forgetting him – it’s just time to put a close on this page of the web site. I have a feeling that Dad stories will pop up once in a while on the news pages. But you will have to check back and find out when.
Once again – Thank You Dad – for everything. I wish I would have taken the time to learn more from you – there was a vast amount of knowledge in that head of yours – but at least I got 35 great years to build on.
Mom – what can I say – you are the best and I love you dearly. Dad could not have picked a better person to marry and raise three great children. Thank You.
Bros – although we are a little far apart – I am always here for you guys. Thank you for taking care of Mom although sometimes it seems like she still taking care of you two. Hopefully we will be lucky for the whole crew in 2007 when we make the races and not just for Kevin.
It is now 230am – guess I need to get some sleep. Thanks to all our fans for tuning in and I hope you have enjoyed as the Macs Turn. See Ya All in 2007!!
Ed Mac Out
Ride On Dad, Ride On
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